I have to share this moment with as many people as I can,
because this was the most profound moments of my life so far. And I dare say I
have had so many. And I thank GOD for each one of them. For a long long time,
probably ever since I have known this as a child, I have never understood why
people hate other people so much as to persecute them. And in the past couple
of years, especially since the arab spring, it has been so heart wrenching for
me to hear about how man has gone about killing others of his own kind and
there haven’t been anybody to stop this. It has affected me more because I
think about the future of my little kids and deep in my heart, as every other
dad and mom want, want a world for them that is safe and beautiful, filled with
joy and peace. And I am petrified by what is happening not only far away from
home, but also by incidents close by.
And it is in this background, my 4 year old daughter gave me
this amazing and touching experience that left me speechless. On that day, she
had graduated from pre-k3 and we had been to school for a small ceremony and to
say goodbye to friends and teachers for the summer. It had been her first year
at school and I didn’t know how she would react. Would she be extremely
emotional or would she not understand? This kept running in my mind. And for
the next 3 months, I wondered how I could help her overcome this void of not
having her friends and teachers that she had become so close. In the evening, I
took her to her gym class and she was very happy doing all those fun exercises.
She seemed normal and the day seemed like any other. And after the class, we
jumped into the car to go and get mommy from work. It was going to be a 15
minute ride through a scenic route and I thought that as usual she would just
take a nap as I drove that way.
And as I started to drive and little Noah took his nap,
Claire spoke. “ Dad, I want to tell you something”. I said, “ What is it
Claire?” “ Dad, I love everybody who
loves me….and everybody in America.” “ That’s wonderful, Claire”. “ And dad, I
love everybody from other countries too”. And I thought she was trying to
compensate for her grandparents and other family back in India. So, I said “
That’s still wonderful, Claire”. And she continued… “ And I love my daddy and
mommy and baby brother”. “We love you too, Claire”. “ But, dad, I also love
those who don’t like me. I will love those who will scream at me. I will love
those who hit me”. Now, that suddenly gave me goose bumps. I had tears in my
eyes. I started thinking of why she was saying all this. Did something happen
to her? Did anybody hit her or scream at her and I didn’t know? But, I would
have known. Claire would have definitely told me. She was a 4 year old with no
secrets. And after a small pause I asked her gently, “ Claire, why are you
saying these things”. “ Because dad, I
want to love everybody. I want everyone to know that. Jesus told me so. He died
on the cross for us and he still loved everybody. He didn’t run away. He
happily died on the cross. Dad, I love Jesus”.
These words were so profound, so touching, I could only be
silent. And I only wished each one of us, including me could keep saying that. And
little Claire had said it in such simple words, without any provocation,
without any hesitation. I had no hesitation, but to thank GOD for this moment.
I knew he was speaking to me through her. And he wants everyone to know this
through me. I am a proud father and still I have to ensure and acknowledge how
beautifully GOD speaks to us. Thank GOD, I listened to you through what Claire
said. Amen.
Amen!
ReplyDeleteLittle Claire is a little saint in the making! God bless !
This is such a great message for us through little Claire. Wonderful! Thanks for sharing this moment with us.
ReplyDelete- Wilson Pottackal
OMG! I got goosebumps just reading this! Such a little angel Claire is! Pray she always remains the same.
ReplyDeletePS. - Kudos to great parenting bro !